When I started this blog, I never thought I would have the number of readers that I currently have. I honestly thought my blog posts would never circulate beyond my mom, closest girlfriends, and maybe a few college friends who were curious to see how my life had turned out after my ‘partying with the hockey team’ days. Little did I know a few of my popular posts would be read by complete strangers. Strangers who had been ‘referred’ by other frequent readers to which I would be introduced as “this is the girl whose blog I told you about!” Strangers who had stubbled across my blog by googling something completely unrelated such as “toes run over by wheelchair”. Strangers who would send emails, Facebook messages, or leave comments about their reactions to my posts.
For the most part, the comments fuel my desire to write. In a way, they validate my writing. With each comment, email or Facebook “like” I can hear a tiny cheerleading squad chanting “they like you, they like you, they really really like you.” And perhaps even a “Go! Fight! Write!” with an imaginary toe-touch for good measure.
But sometimes, the fact that people I have never met can hear my stories, read my thoughts, and are granted permission to see into my life is well, completely terrifying. There’s no filter as to who can read my blog and most can do so anonymously. Scary, right? When I started blogging back in 2009 I made the conscious decision to make the blog public as opposed to checking the safe and not-so-scary ‘private’ box allowing only invited guests to read the blog. I just had no idea what I was in for readers turning up in the strangest places… like at my husband’s job.